And the ax falls.
Where is the love while away from all this woman is fighting only for herself and her daughter and nobody takes him? She could not find her father she would be alone to thank you for his life.
She managed with brillo? But she missed out on his dreams. For the love she deserved wished she preferred to scientific rather than literary because he had to find a job quickly.
She never had the choice of his life and his studies.
It merely survive, still discriminated against, relayed to the rank of an idiot. For this authoritarian and a cousin part of the family she has no news since the announcement of her divorce and does not deign to answer his emails. Announcement that it was no longer seems to be welcome in the village familly. Today, this woman could be dead and buried that no one would know.
You say not to be proud of her. Why? Because she left a man who has flouted for years, who has handled and has become a figurehead? Which has certainly deceived many times and has his daughter before she leaves the marital home, her new friend?
You say not to be proud of her, because she found a father that everyone has denigrated for years, so that ultimately it is a great person who was able to take her in his arms tell her he loved her and then show it messes up his principles?
You say not to be proud of her because she finally understands what has been his life so far and decide not to suffer and live as a free woman as she has always wanted?
You say not to be proud of her because she dares to face his pain of never having been loved and trying to heal?
You say not to be proud of her because today it flourishes and finally learns who she is?
You say not to be proud of her, because now she is fighting for his life has meaning?
Little girl was fortunate to have a loving family, a father present and always there for you, tell me what that memory is selective? Tell me what is that to be proud of her she must deny this father who has always loved and that her dear aunt always denigrated. Should it be a martyr for the consideration of his family, a branch of the venerable family of his mother? Them who do not know a quarter of what she lived with her mother everyone loved, and yet everyone recognizes as "special". She lived 12 years with a depressed mother and crazy. Who lived locked in the dark all day. Sometimes delirious and told him stories. We will never know what she had but she was extremely intelligent she was unsuited to the company, only one has ever wanted to see what was going on and rescue him, his father first, before he fled the difficulty. The others ignored the reality.
Has she had the chance for a fifth of the love they have brought him? But what was this love? Far love is when you do not allow a child to develop as it should? Certainly there were the holidays, but what we show love to a child by welcoming a month and a half year at home? Who has really raised the question of what she felt and how she lived the loss of his mother and the fact of belonging to anything? No mother, no father ... how to build when you do not know its origins and much of its history is a tissue of lies?
Love was already give psychological support to the death of his mother. Had she had that she would not be here today.
Love was not to deny the family of his mother. Not harping endlessly that his grandfather was worse than his venerable uncle.
would love to reunite the family council to check that everything was fine, that his aunt as he had managed his property and to meet during its transition from bachelor to decide on the continuation of his studies and hear its opinion.
Love was not to denigrate it by saying she was not smart enough to succeed and it could be that competition laws.
Love would have been give him the chance to go to the FCC as it wanted in coming in second and not to tell her she did not have the capacity.
Love was fighting for her when her aunt prevented her from participating in extracurricular activities (like improvised theater) when she was talented.
would love to see it as being and not doing the bare minimum to feel good.
Love was taken from him since August and is now ready to show support in this ordeal is his divorce.
Love is not something that is given in small doses or to stop feeling guilty, it's a constant battle, he showed by actions and not empty words ditent annually .
Then know that this woman is proud of its roots, proud of those women who fought for ideals and survive. But it is not proud of his family or that of his mother or his father.
Today she is a woman extremely injured, suffering a lot but does everything to be free from pain and become free and accomplished woman. Today it is more than ever proud of her, proud of what it is and proud of what she accomplished.
But now his life is in Paris with his daughter and her future. She made a cross on the South which has never accepted as it was.
His door is always open to any family, be it his mother or his father, but it no longer expects anything of them and has nothing to prove to anybody if is to itself.
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