My heart mourns for his bitter. All this deception for so many years ... All this self-giving that has served to deceive me. My soul scarred by this trick represses his anger at the bottom of my beating. He gets carried away by emotion and retrospection of these years lost a love to believe in an illusion. Why have committed body and soul into a relationship that has been smoke and mirrors?
I feel so violated ... Nothing happens to quench my thirst for love. I get the impression that nobody can love me the way I want, either one I am. Yes I am an eternal romantic, I want to believe that one day be an exceptional qualities will love me. But the more I think the more I tell myself that this being can not exist. I ask too much kindness and selflessness, not judge each other, tolerance ... I am demanding, but I ask only a pale reflection of myself, am I selfish? Yes a little, but what I want is someone who has the same values as mine and wiser than me. Utopia ...
So falsity, deception ... I can not believe today that people can be good. They feel good they show us their kindness but often it is false, simply attempt to cajole, Pure and simple manipulation to get for less laudable. A small dose can believe it, but for life ... That seems impossible. And when you open your eyes, you see the darkness of human nature and what surrounds us.
Tears rolling down my cheeks are not only due to my despair in love, but also the company that starts to spin. The world is dark and gloomy. Yes I try to not see that clarity and light that the Earth offers us, hiding the darkness of the human soul, yet, my reason and my conscience can not put aside long ago.
Where are we going? I
the impression that all is illusion, that everything around me sounds wrong. Yet for some time around me this shows how nice and pleasant. But is it out of compassion or mercy? I can not say.
I am a humanist at heart, yet the further I go the more I realize that man is vile. Of course there are some exceptions, but would I recognize them if I cross? I'm willing to believe in the goodness of human beings, after a moment of doubt came over me.
Yet I believe in my friends, my family.
I think the people I meet who bring me their inner wealth. But doubt persists. And if I was wrong ... And if that person was not what it claims to be? When
lived for years in the deception how can we believe that no greater mistake? Difficult to trust, and yet I ask it, trusting and believing. Believe in man, believe in love, believe in goodness.
My heart and my soul cry but that glimmer of hope illuminates them gently through the waves of salt, I see this clearly. I look at her, taking my entire being in that light trying to get out of these sinister shadows that still want me doubting myself.
lying, deception and deceit. Farewell
vile perfidy of life.
Hello love easily. Hello
truth, sincerity and authenticity. Hello
deserved happiness.
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